Sunday, February 3, 2013

Ava's First Two Weeks


Today our little Ava is two weeks old!  We are falling more in love with our little girl every day!  She is just as precious and sweet as can be.

After Ava's birth (read about it here), we were transferred to our hospital room where we would stay for the next 2 days.  In an effort to keep it real, I'll tell you the truth about our first two weeks with Ava.  This is a long post, but I wanted to record it for my memory, and there are lots of pics throughout!

Days 1 & 2:  Hospital


After the joy of Ava's birth, I have to say that the next two days spent in the hospital were probably some of the worst days of my life.  (Don't worry... it got better... keep reading!)  The hospital was just not a place where Brent, Ava, or I could thrive.  Without going into all the details, I'll just say that it was an unbelievably stressful situation.  Because of my long labor, I was in a lot of pain, and neither of us had slept in over 24 hours.  Now, we had a newborn in our room and pretty much no clue what to do with her!  The hospital keeps babies in the room with mom 24/7, which I think is a VERY good policy, but I don't think they supported us quite enough in caring for her those first days.


We thought we would get to sleep once we were in our own room, but no - that was not in the cards.  I am not lying that hospital staff came in our room every ten minutes, around the clock.  This is not an exaggeration.  Ava & I got our vital signs every 2 hours around the clock.  People came to do blood tests on Ava at 3am (for real).  They brought us our birth certificate information at 1am (I am not lying).  Food service came in 7+ times a day.  At one point, we had the following people in the room all at once:  the nurse, my OBGYN, the obgyn nurse, the housekeeper, and the lactation consultant.  They were all trying to tell me things and ask me questions at the same time.  I broke down in tears in front of all of them.  Lovely.  Also, did I mention our room was like a closet?  You couldn't even walk without tripping over something.  Needless to say, we didn't sleep in that room.  By night 2, I had not slept for 72 hours.

Unfortunately for us, night 2 was no better.  Ava was inconsolable all night and would not eat or sleep.  We called the nurse twice in desperation to help us - we just couldn't figure out what was wrong.  The nurse would eventually get her to sleep and leave the room, and then Ava would wake up and scream again five minutes later.  The next morning, haggard and desperate, we asked to see the lactation consultant.  God bless lactation consultants.  This one was FANTASTIC.  When she arrived, she witnessed one of Ava's meltdowns and realized what we had been dealing with.  She spent most of the day with us trying to figure out what was the matter.  Long story short, Ava basically wasn't getting any nourishment.  She was hungry and overtired and frantic as a result.  We tried a few things, and finally settled on a system that allowed Ava to breastfeed but also be supplemented with formula for a week or so until we could get breastfeeding more established.  For the first time in days, Ava ate and was full and slept.  God bless America.


























I had visions of going home from the hospital in a cute outfit with my hair all done and my makeup on. Ava would be cute too.  We'd smile and take pictures.  Um,  not so much.  I hadn't showered or slept, and neither had Brent.  We just left Ava in what she had on and packed up.  We were a sight for sore eyes leaving that hospital!  Thankfully my wonderful mom was there to collect us and help us function for the next week.









Days 3 - 7:  Home with Mom 

Getting home from the hospital was when things finally started to look up.  My blessed mother had dinner ready for us.  We took a shower and were finally clean.  The familiarity of home was awesome. We had tools that we could use to calm Ava that we didn't have in the hospital (swing, bouncy seat, Moby wrap, etc).  Still, we were functioning on no sleep, and all of us were still in major recovery mode from delivery.  We headed to bed and put Ava down in her pack and play in our room.  Long story short, we did not sleep from 9 pm - 4 am.  Between eating and crying, Ava was a handful.  She did not want to sleep flat in her pack and play.  At 4 am, we were at our wits end.  I had a major crying breakdown.  I went down the hall and knocked on my mom's door, screaming Ava in hand.  She jumped out of bed and took her and watched her until 7 so I could get at least a few hours of sleep.  This routine went on for 2-3 days, and my mom took her each night around 4 am.  Then, my mom finally discovered that she loved sleeping in the bouncy seat.  Success!  That night, we put her to bed in the bouncy seat, and she slept for three hours straight.  I fed her, and she slept for three more hours straight.  I fed her again, and she slept for three more hours straight.  OMG!!!!  I could have danced.  I know the bouncy seat is NOT a long term solution, but at the moment, I don't care!!!








That first week is kind of a blur, but every day got better than the last.  My mom made sure we ate and picked up the mess that we created daily.  I got more sleep each night, and I started feeling like a new person.  When my mom left on day 7, I had a meltdown.  But I knew we were on track to good things and that we could do it on our own.

Days 8 - 14:  Home Alone and More Visitors

After my mom left, we began to figure out how to be a family of 3 on our own.  Even though Ava doesn't have a routine yet, we usually have some happy play time in the morning, somewhat regular feedings, and we try to have an outing a day - a walk, trip to the doctor, etc.  It felt good to be home with just the three of us (and Blazer).  I've tried to use feeding time to pray and do my Bible study.  One prayer that has really gotten me through these two weeks is "help me get through this hour/day".  I pray that one a lot!  We know that with each passing day, things will get better, and we will find more and more of our "new normal".  On Saturday, Brent's parents arrived, and they are staying with us until Wednesday.  They are spoiling us with plenty of meals and love - such a blessing!  They are always willing to quiet a crying Ava, and they have watched her while Brent and I took a walk yesterday and today.  So awesome!!

Here are some other things I want to remember about Ava's first weeks:







Mama Highs:
  • Mornings:  The old saying that "everything looks better in the morning" is SO, SO true.  On some of the hard nights, I just can't wait for morning.  I know my spirits will be lifted and nothing will be quite as bad as it seems.  Even if we've had little sleep, there is something refreshing about turing on all the lights, opening the blinds wide to let in the sun, and having a BIG cup of hot coffee.  Brent has also been really good about letting me shower and get ready each morning, which makes a big difference in my general outlook on life!
  • My mom helping us:  My mother is a saint.  Part of me thought that we wouldn't need any help when we got home with Ava, but I could not have been more wrong.  We truly would not have survived (and I mean that literally) without my mom.  My mom got here while we were still in the hospital.  Before we even got home, she had gotten everything ready for us, cooked meals, bought flowers, gone to the store, put balloons on the front porch, and set the table with placemats and silverware for dinner.  She functioned as our brain when our brains were not working (which was most of the week).  She was SUCH a blessing!
  • Family Time:  Every night around 8 pm, we snuggle in bed to feed Ava, cuddle, and watch TV until her last feeding around 10 when we go to bed.  These hours are so sweet and precious.  Even Blazer joins us, and we get to just spend time together as a family.  I know we've been a family all this time, but now it's like, wow, we have a FAMILY.
  • Ava's Nighttime Sleep:  While the first three nights home were chaos, by about the 4th night, I think Ava was starting to get the difference between night and day.  She is usually pretty good about sleeping at night.  We have to wake her up for the nighttime feedings, and she usually goes back to sleep after feeding with minimal soothing.  I'm still tired because I'm waking every 3 hours to feed her, and each feeing takes about 45 minutes. However, I'm so grateful that she lets me sleep a hour or two between feedings.  If I was up the whole night, every night, I don't know how I'd make it.  Some nights are better than others, but overall, she's making mama happy at night.  She doesn't sleep hardly at all during the day, but I'll take it if she sleeps at night!!

Mama Lows:

  • Late Afternoons:  At the end of a long day, things can begin to look a little bleak.  My least favorite part of the day is from about 4:00 - 6:00.  It's getting dark, I'm exhausted from the day, I'm kind of dreading the night, and Ava is usually screaming at the top of her lungs.  Just keepin' it real.  These are the times when the tears usually flow.  God bless my sweet friend, Mary Elizabeth, who has been known to call me at 5:00 just because it's getting dark and she knows I'm probably sad!
  • Newborn Photos:  We took Ava for her newborn photo shoot where they take all those adorable pictures of your sleeping baby.  The only thing is, the baby needs to be SLEEPING.  This is not an issue with most newborns, but Ava was not having it.  She cried and refused to sleep for 3.5 hours while the sweet photographer (bless her heart) tried valiantly to calm and soothe her, to no avail.  I was so stressed the whole time - I REALLY wanted those pictures!  We decided it was just not going to work that day, but the photographer was so kind to let us come back later in the week and try again.  This time, we tried the afternoon, and I tried to keep her up in the morning so she would be tired. I also prayed all the way over there that she would sleep.  What a blessing that God cares about the little details of life, too!  She slept like a CHAMP.  Whew.  We will have cute pictures after all.

Ava Likes:

  • Swaddling:  She loves swaddling, especially with the Summer "swaddle me" blankets - we found they work the best and are most snug on a tiny newborn.
  • Bouncy seat:  We absolutely can not live without the Fisher Price "little snugabunny" bouncer seat.  She loves it.  It's pretty much the only place she will sleep.  This is where she naps and sleeps at night by our bed.  We know we'll have to break her of it eventually, but for now... survival.  And if chica likes to sleep in the bouncy seat, bouncy seat it is.
  • Morning play time:  Little girl is VERY alert for a newborn.  In fact, our photographer said she has never, ever in her career seen a newborn stay awake for as long as Ava stayed awake.  Awesome.  However, this makes for some fun daytime play time.  She is most alert and happy in the morning from about 9 - 12.  She loves to lay on a blanket on the floor and move her arms and legs like crazy, looking all around.
  • Car rides: She screams like crazy when we put her in the car seat, but as soon as the car starts moving, she is out like a light and sleeps until we get where ever we are going.
Ava Dislikes:

  • Pacifiers:  I've tried to get her to take one, but she's not having it yet.  Maybe later.
  • Swing:  She's not a huge fan.  She will go in it if she's asleep, but it doesn't really calm her very much.
  • Laying flat on her back:  We might be in for trouble since she eventually needs to lay on her back in the crib to sleep.  She hates being flat though.  She prefers to sleep inclined in the infant seat for now.
We love you so much, sweet little girl!  We can't wait for all that's to come!

9 comments:

Haley Chance said...

I LOVE that you keep it real. When people act like being a new mother is the easiest thing in the world, I'm immediately skeptical. Or if they can actually convince me that it's easy, I feel like a failure for knowing that it would definitely not be an easy thing for me. I loved reading about Ava's first few days. And I have to say God bless your mom. What a Godsend. :)

Maggie said...

What a great recap! I love that you recorded so many little details. How fun it will be to look back and read about this incredible, crazy stage in life!

Can't wait to come "play" with Ava again soon.

Chopsticks and Pearls said...

HEY!!!! First of all, CONGRATULATIONS!!!! Ava is just beautiful!!! I loved reading your birth story and first few days. Ever since I had Avery, I tear up when I read birth stories...I dont know why! :) Maybe because I'm pregnant again and emotional. haha.

BUT...I HAD to comment because Avery never liked sleeping on her back either! She slept in the bouncy seat for at least 3 months...then she finally transitions into her crib. However, the first time she got a little congested (6 months)...she went back to not liking her back...so we put a pillow in her crib...a little flat one and she has slept with one ever since!! Whatever works, right?

Hang in there!!! Every day ..SOMETHING gets a little better. I remember someone telling me that and it was SO true.

4-6...was the worst time of the day for me too. :)

I hope to meet Ava soon! Keep posting!

Allison
PS. I think its ridiculous that the nurses came in all night..and the birth certificate and blood draw?!?! that's crazy. Sorry!!! :(

Emily said...

Welcome to Motherhood!!! I had sort of forgotten about those early days, but your "keepin' it real" write- up brought it all back! It was either the 1st or 2nd night home and Carson screamed ALL NIGHT... even my mom was at a loss (but God bless mothers and mother-in-laws... they were amazing those first couple weeks!). His acid reflux was horrible, and I remember just feeling SO helpless many days. Carson hated sleeping flat too... the bassinet in his pack & play was angled, so we used that a lot. He also slept in his carseat many nights.... whatever it takes!!! You are doing GREAT, and Ava is so blessed to have you for a mommy! It'll all get better soon and you WILL sleep again... PROMISE!!! :-)

Palindromist said...

Our baby sleeps in this Fisher Price snugabunny rocker. It is heaven sent. http://www.target.com/p/fisher-price-snugabunny-newborn-rock-n-play-soother/-/A-13868677#prodSlot=large_1_6

Tiffany Mendenhall said...

Bacardi, I cried like a baby during the entire first part of this post. I can't even imagine the stress of those first few days (hello overwhelming!!) but then I could literally FEEL the magic of your mother. Not only are moms so helpful, but they are also just so familiar. Parents have a way of making you feel like it actually WILL work out, and the sun MIGHT come up again, and you MIGHT live through that moment! Bless her heart for making dinner, helping you through the night, buying flowers, putting out balloons...I expect NO less from her. She is, after all, Mama Lemmon! She is a dear soul!!

Ava looks so much like you!! She is beautiful and just precious. And I'm so glad she is sleeping at night. And bring on the bouncy seat!! Listen, if it works for you you do it! I read every word and I'm absolutely terrified for April. :) I'm also very excited because I know your blessings in the midst of chaos and confusion have been enormous as well.

Love you, friend. I'm so excited Ava is here and that you are adjusting to your new routine. Call me anytime you're in your "witching hour" and I'd be glad to visit. :)

XOXO,
T-Rog

Liz said...

I'm just ditto-ing everyone here... those first few days (okay months) I was a big ball of tears. Random times, random reasons. You are so wonderful to remember it and recognize in the moment that it's a short time and a precious one. It also helps that you have a gorgeous baby to snuggle even when she's also making you pull out your hair. :)

LOVE YOU!

Susannah said...

I second the Fisher Price rock and play! It's awesome. That's what Jackson sleeps in at night now. They like the angle- its just like the swings and bouncers and you can just throw your arm out and rock them while you are still half asleep. It saves me!
And your hospital stories makes me upset for you, that they were so not helpful and coming in at all hours of the night! That is AWFUL! Glad things are better at home :)

Susannah said...

oh and you've totally inspired me to write down the small stuff like this so I can remember it in years to come. It's special to have these memories which I'm sure will be gone from my brain soon!

 
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